I woke up at 6am today morning and felt quite disturbed with the way i am living my live and the world around me..by the grace of allah and all my hard work - i have all the comfort one could ask for..great bunch of friends..good job..good salary ..great family and etc etc..i infact have come to live a very luxurious life after coming to the UAE..all of this is great ..and i have put in a lot of hard work to get here..but there is something missing..its not love and its not having that someone to share my life with..
I know what it is - its being a better human being and living a more meaningful life..
I feel like the most selfish man on earth right now..when i die and meet god - the first thing he is going to ask me is -so what did you do for others...and honestly i wont have an answer for him then..
I can keep doing what i am doing..work harder..compete and excel and make more money with each passing day..but i keep asking myself..is that what i really want to do and keep doing..
Honestly - I dont think so..I want to begin with helping the less priviledged and less fortunate children in this world..in whatever little way that i can..i know that doing social service is something everybody likes to boast about and it even looks good on your credentials..but very few do it "straight from the heart"..
i have decided to start what i believe in - at a place called Daund near pune..
( will continue writing this post..Chapter 1 begins here )
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
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